Sunday 10 January 2010

........................(Part 2)

Yesterday's highlights: a lot of people went holiday-ing, PTPTN is in already, they should have fun. And Irfan is coming...hahahhaha.

The title above is just one way to express how bored I am yesterday (It's Sunday already). With nothing to do (actually there is something) other than sleeping, woke up feeling terrible around 11 something, eat my brunch, then I went to CG for a meeting with this female named Daisy, which, surprisingly, came from Papar (my kampung...hoohohoho). Then again, sit there in my room with nothing to do; I was clueless at that time. Around 4 p.m., I went to the cafe; Marce asked me to teach C++. Wow, it's been a long time since I left that subject. It's easy to follow once you understand the whole syntax and the rule of programming. Most students in my class are clueless about C++, however, it's easier for me to understand. Seek to understand and you will understand, yeah!!!

After that, again, sit in my room; my rumate were gone that time, he went to Pusat Sains Negara. I wanted to, but with a lot of work to do, I can't (which is ironic since I didn't do anything yesterday). Bias is the reason why I didn't join my school activities and society. During their AGM that day (can't remember which day but it is within my first year), they only chose among themselves to be in the society. I hate that kind of "democracy" and "meritocracy". And I disappointed with them for doing the same thing over and over again. Try to hold activities outside Malaysia, maybe in Medan, Indonesia for example, like other school did. And as far as I know, School of Mathematical Sciences is among the richest school in USM, they should be able to hold this kind of activities. Goodness, what am I rambling about?

Enough with crapping. After that, I have my shower, went to the cafe eating, then I have my discussion with Om and Hadi about our minor project, and I'm still clueless about it. Then I asked Ikin about her day with Irfan, and she reply me, asking why I didn't come to the meeting. Goodness, how am I supposed to know about the meeting when nobody told me about it? So I when to the meeting for Malam Citrabayu Sabah. I was supposed to be in the committee but after much discussion, I decided that I should entered the competition since they have limited guys to dance with. And guess who's there??? Irfan...ahhahaha...it's been a long time since I met him last year. I guess he wanted to make up for what he did to Ikin, ignoring her for about a month...goodness. Then after the meeting was over, three of us, me, Irfan and Ikin went to Nazri to have a drink, coz I was dying for laici susu...nyum, nyum. But something odd came up, and it's about Irfan and Ikin. They walked separately, which is confusing since they just watch movie together that morning. I wanted to ask, but something is telling me to keep my mouth shut.

Then, a shocking moment. Ikin just left us at the table and go back after me and Irfan ordered our drinks, leaving us terpinga-pinga. I asked Irfan what happened to her, but he just say she's having a bad mood and I was thinking, maybe he's right, she looked tired after all. Which confusing me more since she was laughing at the meeting earlier. I don't know what happened to both of them, but as their friends and their ex-tutorial mate in KML, I have the right to know what happened. Then Irfan left me too, saying he need to go to Ikin. Okielah for me, Irfan is a gentleman after all. Then, when I went back and open my email, she told me that Irfan has been fooling with her. I asked her why, but she just keep on telling me that Irfan has been fooling her and asked me to help her. How do I wanted to help if I don't know the details of what had happened and although I have the right to know what happened, all I can do is give advice to both of them and let them solve themselves. This kind of thing involved emotion and heart, I'm afraid I might make matter worse for me and for them. So all I can do now is give my support to both of them. That's all.

I'm not being sarcastic but I can't just jumped in to their personal life and interrupt it. Like I say, I don't want to involve in this kind of thing, cause it might make matter worse than it already is. I don't know what is their problem, but I hope that they can solve it together. Sayang lah, dah dua tahun couple, then break. To be honest, they are among the sweetest couple I have ever seen, and that sentence came from deep within my heart. TOTAL HONESTY!!!

Well, that's the update for now...

Au revoir...