P1

P1. Not P1 WiMax, but I have P1 for my result. Sedih gile thp gaban. Aku nak meraung sekuat yg boleh bla dpt tau aku dpt result ni. It is the worst word in a student's life here in USM, well, the second worst word after 'F'. I don't know how I wanted to deal with this kind of thing. It is just so disappointing, and to make it worst, I plan on taking 20 units of courses for the next sem. The result jeopardizes my whole plan for the next sem. And I have, I repeat, I have to do this thing which I don't think I will be able to do, and DON'T want to do: EXTEND. Huh, looking at that word and my heart starts to break like kena calar2 here and there, belum mention lagi word EXTEND tu. Adoii...

Even though I'm sad, somehow I felt calm. Yup, calm. Tenang mcm buaya yang baru lepas makan. Tenang mcm xda papa akan berlaku. Yup, that kind of calm. I don't know, I just feel relax in the light of this thing. Maybe that's my best personality. I just don't give a damn. Maybe unconsciously, I just accepted things as they are. Hmmm, interesting when you get to know things about yourself deeply.

You see, I don't even have the mood to write this. But I promised to write on a regular basis, so here I am. And my heart is pumping faster than usual and that's because I have other things to do. Well I think I'm gonna stop writing now, but wait...

There's more...

Even though I got P1, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna die. It's just a word telling you to work harder. Who knows, there are other benefits for this??? P1 means I have to concentrate harder academically and not on university's activities. P1 also means that I'm gonna take a lil' bit of subject and concentrate on that. It's not to bad to extend. It's just for one year and I get to enjoy myself here in Penang once again. Maybe it's not such a bad thing to have P1, because now that you've experienced it, you can tell your junior to work harder. Be a beacon of hope to others out there.

I enjoyed writing it, cause now that I feel better about myself. Hahhaa...okie till next time.

Au revoir...

Some changes needed...

Okie, I think I needed to make some new changes to this blog of mine, if anyone have some ideas, please step up to me (metaphorically of course) and presents it to me. I think I need some new background layout; funky, simple, colorful. Weird combination but I think it's possible to have it.

I also changed the name of the blog, eddyedwin.blogspot.com. I decided to use my name coz' hectic-okie sounds a lil' bit absurd. And for people to know me more, I think a name would be a good start, yeah!!!

Now, I'm stuck inside this CC (Angelnet, I've been here like 6-7 hours ago.....), well, not really stuck. I made myself stuck here. My laptop is broken (graphic card problem I guess), so to kill the boredom out of me, I decided to go on a web-surfing-like-crazy character...hahahaha. I haven't had my dinner yet, and now I think I better stop writing now, or else, it would take me another hour before I could post this.

Well, kind off tired, but not sleepy...yet...

With the addition of another two final episodes of The Vampire Diaries, I officially completed my first season episodes of The Vampire Diaries collection. With another one more episode to go, Glee could be heading the same way too next week. And with the time that I have now, I think I wanted to add Eureka to my list of the must-download-tv-series collection. Huh...

Okie this is the real good bye...

Love Angels Cry, the latest single from Mariah Carey. Her latest single featuring Ne-Yo were awesome. I love their voices, full of emotional complexities in it. You can visit my FB page to see the video, or just youtube-ing Angels Cry...

Okie bye... ;p